Sometimes I give up too easily!

20th February 2023

Sometimes my will power is like a wet dish cloth, it's grubby and sodden and it's too heavy.

On these days I give up too easily.

I don't trust my breath, I don't trust that I am enough. I just don't trust at all. I give in, I have no fight.

I surrender to the entirety of existence, a puppet, a plaything for everything else. Yes puppet master, yes. I am yours, do as you will.

I am not always this way, but sometimes I just give up too easily. I guess I must like the contrast.